sorry

It's so unfair how lucky I am. Unfair how I have two loving parents, unfair how I have a good school to study in, a shelter above my head, plenty of running water literally everywhere, and for free, unfair how I have friends who love me, friends who want the best for me, and unfair how I have this person who accepts who I am, all my faults and loves me despite them.

It's unfair how I barely remember this, how I barely treat my friends and my family they way they should be treated, the way my priorities are all fucked up, unfair how I seem to be always disappointing people I care so much about, unfair that this was all handed to me on a silver fucking platter and I'm demanding gold.

From now on.. I will be better.