I am going to jump of a fucking bridgeeeeeee.

I feel strange. I haven't showered in like fucking two days, I can't be bothered doing work, my POKEMON KEEPS FUCKING UP (!!!!!!!!!!) and I've been having strange dreams lately.. For the last two weeks they've featured William, which I suppose is not that strange. But I think it goes to show how much he is in the subconscious of my mind all the time and seems finds its outlet in my dreams.

And it seems like lately he barely has time for me, he's always gaming. I always feel like I'm interrupting him if I talk to him. -_____-..

I'm not brave enough to tell him this or whatever so I just rant on my blog, knowing he reads it anyway. SHAME ON ME.